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Saturday, July 17, 2010

Love brings PAIN...

Note : This is the continued part of the previous post (something far than love ; a fiction). I am finding it difficult to use the word "them" for them. (He, She). So, I decided to continue it with "I" (in place of He) and "Anushka" (in place of She). Please don't link this name with anything else. This is a pure imaginary name for this fiction.
Sometimes, Shaking hands is not enough to fill the distance but wiping tears always do wonders. Sometimes Sharing & Caring is not enough but a fight can do miracles. And same happened with us too. (yeah, we had a fight last night for a silly thing). After that fight, I and Anushka realized that we come a long way in such a short span of time. We used to chat for hours, no matters if we skipped our meals for that...No matter if we had to sacrifice our sleeps for our assignments which we were never able to complete on time. BUT THE CHAT MUST GO ON....Earlier, I used to think that I have nothing to do, so lets chat with Anushka. But later I came to know that, I don't do anything as I want to chat with her.
We used to talk about TV Serials ( Though, i am a strong hater of the fuckin TV Serials, but when it comes in between our chatting, don't know why I enjoyed it too), our likings, dislikings (She was always keen for it), our families, and our thoughts on some serious matter. And yeah, everyday we asked to each other about his/her day. We criticized each other, in fact we insulted each other and none of us minded to accept our shortcomings and we changed a lot too. And one day.....

Me: There ?
Anushka: Yeah
Me: I like you.
Anushka: What is this ?
Me: the truth
Anushka: u knw that I don't lyk such jokes.
Me: nd u knw that I don't crack such jokes.
Anushka: R U crazy ? Forget it... Itz not possible.
Me: Don't YOU lyk me ?
Anushka: Of Course, I do but only as a friend, nothing more than that. (I know she lied)
Me: Then why do we talk daily ? Talk to me, just lyk another friend.
Anushka: OK, as u say.
Me: Since today, we should talk on alternatives day.
Anushka: That too is more than necessary. We shall talk on weekends only.
Me: No, u can't do this.
Anushka: I can n u knw it.
Me: Why r u behaving so weired ?
Anushka: Bye. I shall talk to u on saturday, I think. Right now, I have some work. 
Me: I know that u don't have any work now.
Anushka: .............
Me: Are u dere ?
Anushka: ............
Me: Reply yaar. I knw u r reading my messages. Reply...
Anushka: .......
Me: Ok Bye. Once u have decided then u will not reply. I knw, I have to wait for Saturday.

I was not knowing that saying "I LIKE YOU" will change her mood like this, and she will react in this manner. Someone inside me (who always try to make my life complex) always knew that it would ended up like this but this would happen so soon... I never expected......
That night I could not sleep. I was hurt (though, it was a secondary reason) but I was thinking that might be she was right. She wants to be only a friend to me and nothing else. Then why, she talks with me daily. why we skipped our meals just for chatting with each other. why we sacrifice our sleeps. I think these questions wandering like anything in my mind all the night. (and, this was the main reason which was not letting me to sleep).
(To be continued........)

4 comments:

Anand said...

u better complete it next time, it is like teasing readers.

Mukesh said...

@Ananad: Plz excuse me for this. I will try to complete it next time.

MangoManBunty said...

Intezar mein!

Mukesh said...

@MangoManBunty: Haan bhai......

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